Day one of stop kidding myself. Seriously, I can't imagine putting myself through all of that again. Not that it was a waste of time by any means. Learned quite a bit about myself over the past year. Learned a lot about who and how I could be in a relationship. At least I think I did. But that moment for energy wasting is over. Will be a long time before that ever happens again. Still yet the blame rests squarely and solely on me. But it's good to be given a chance to exit now before making a complete ass of myself. Not that in some measure I don't feel like I already have. Just not again.
Just my two cents.....
Jah Courtney
1.01.2011
11.17.2010
Funny People
I will never really understand some people. Honestly, I think I will never understand the woman in my life. I mean, when I see all the hub bub going on over this "royal engagement" over in europe just recently, I think of how my family handles my engagements. See my family has talked about, scrutinized and criticized all of my girlfriends in times past. Where is my, pardon me, our, television interview with Martin Bashir?
And I love all the poise these "royals" are displaying during this charade of pomp and circumstance. Me myself, have learned to sit back quietly while all the questions are flying about at break neck speed, sourcing information that may in fact only be relevant to grandmothers and great-grands. All of my poise comes at no expense of highly overpriced boarding and finishing schools. You just kinda have to let family be family and pray that your mate is strong enough to handle it. To date though, only a handful have been able to buffer themselves against the first sortie, and might have lasted quite long had that been it.
On a side note, I think it's a little creepy that they used the mothers' old engagement ring considering what happened to her in the end. Like they're almost explicitly announcing the next blood sacrifice, if you believe in that stuff. Or maybe the first wearer just wasn't supposed to wear it at all. Who knows. Just stretching my conspiracy theory legs out on that one.
Just my two cents.....
Jah Courtney
And I love all the poise these "royals" are displaying during this charade of pomp and circumstance. Me myself, have learned to sit back quietly while all the questions are flying about at break neck speed, sourcing information that may in fact only be relevant to grandmothers and great-grands. All of my poise comes at no expense of highly overpriced boarding and finishing schools. You just kinda have to let family be family and pray that your mate is strong enough to handle it. To date though, only a handful have been able to buffer themselves against the first sortie, and might have lasted quite long had that been it.
On a side note, I think it's a little creepy that they used the mothers' old engagement ring considering what happened to her in the end. Like they're almost explicitly announcing the next blood sacrifice, if you believe in that stuff. Or maybe the first wearer just wasn't supposed to wear it at all. Who knows. Just stretching my conspiracy theory legs out on that one.
Just my two cents.....
Jah Courtney
11.12.2010
Breaking...
...My heart
Handing my lil one over
To a man who promised a dream
A family
A home
Love
...Broken
She screams
As she grips onto me locking her feet for security
She grabs at me
Eyes pleading
...My heart weeps
A scar for eternity
With blessings,
Liza
This was written by a very good friend. The sentiment to me is very real and quite relevant to many.
Just my two cents.....
Jah Courtney
Handing my lil one over
To a man who promised a dream
A family
A home
Love
...Broken
She screams
As she grips onto me locking her feet for security
She grabs at me
Eyes pleading
...My heart weeps
A scar for eternity
With blessings,
Liza
This was written by a very good friend. The sentiment to me is very real and quite relevant to many.
Just my two cents.....
Jah Courtney
11.02.2010
Penny for My Thoughts
Was just thinking to myself early this morning that for all of what it's worth, everything that I've ever wanted, ever needed in a woman, was fashioned, in the infinite wisdom of the universe, into the likes of you. Think I've mentioned to you once before that it felt as though I've waited my entire life to meet you. And if I have to wait another lifetime to be with you the way we've envisioned, I pray that God favours me with the strength, wisdom and patience to seek out the serenity that you represent in my life. I love you now and want to always and forever and a day.
Just my two cents....
Just my two cents....
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